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So here we go. I was doing so well. Like really fucking good. But this past week, I've stumbled back into my madness. I'm way too anxious and stressed out again, I'm worrying about things that I have no control over, and I hate that I could have somewhat prevented all of this. For those who don't know, I had been hanging with this girl. I say hanging because we weren't officially dating, just like a casual thing I think. But yeah, now I don't know what's happening with that. I can see there is a distance there and like something definitely changed. You all know me as an overthinker, I believe that I probably did something wrong. Even though that's probably not the case, my mind reverted back into its old state and I'm just going insane again. I'm not happy in this current moment. This is the biggest rut I've been in since a couple of months ago. I am just so mad at myself for going back to that mindset.
Damn man, I got to go back to those healthy habits that I started. Being outside, working out, not drinking as much. I'll get back to it. Especially with the summer coming up. Summer is my favorite season. I'll try to make this the best summer I've ever had (I'm coming for you 2013). But in the meantime, I just got to get back on the right track, and realize that the struggle is still real and setbacks are still a thing. But I will overcome, I will win, I will survive. @brettwontdie/@onedaybretter Always. |
