I said I was going to post and here I am. I didn't realize how long it's been since I actually had a post. The weather is getting warmer, and life is getting busier. But I will try to make it a point to post more than once a month. I also want to try to get back to what my original plan for this was. Instead of saying what my day consisted of, I need to get back into writing about my feelings. My days are usually boring, but my mind is still active, both with good thoughts, but also I'll slip back into that dark corner for moments. For example, I've been been around my friends, feeling like myself again, being happy and jovial, but I'll think to myself that what if I go back to that place I was in before. At that point, I know I have to pull myself out of that because I can't live in that mindset anymore. Hence why I'm trying to do better things with my life. But sometimes I need to take that step backwards to actually see how far I've actually come. There's one thing for sure and that there's nothing for sure. But I won't give up the fight, I can't give up the fight, I will not quit the fight, I will defeat the fight.
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